head over heals.

Theres a fine line between your crush and your love...
He's my Love.

I would always love him, it didn't matter to me whether if he knew i liked him or not. In my own little world, we were married to eachother.
i guess im deeply in love with him.. the things i would do and sumtimes still will.
i would always day dream about him,i would also pretend he was with me and talk to him,even though there was no one at all. when i'd come home i would run to the computer, hoping to get a message from him confessing his love to me. if i could , i'd match up everything thats perfect about him with a star in the sky,but then i'd run out of starss.
he's just that kind of guy that is able to make me smile,even while i have tears in my eyes, he the kind of guy who could slit my throat and with my last breath, i would apologize for getting blood on his shirt, he's also the reason why i look foward to school cause i know just seeing him smile is worth it all and when he says hi to me or smiles my way, i get the best feeling because i know for atleast a seconde i had crossed his mind. what all this means is that i love him no matter what. i always wonder.."shuld i smile because your my friend,or shuld i cry because thats all we'll ever be?" but then again, what ever we are...its alright with me because it's better than him and i being nothing at all. he'd be the one fer me.
-GENESISBITCHHXOXO!!!