Sunday, November 29, 2009

getting what you want,when you've already got. P.T.2



Maybe im having second thoughts about him.
I think that maybe if i created fake names for the people in this true blog it would be easier to follow. so my true loves name would be TOM and the guy who i just like and have seconde thoughts over him, his name will be TREVOR.
I really should've took the time and waited for Tom (the one im really in love with)
i shouldn't have moved too fast into a relation ship with someone that i only like(Trevor). i just feel like breaking up with him and go running back to Tom.I can only picture myself with him not with anyone else. He's been my best friend for along time,even thought he knows how much i like him we will always be friends,but when im with someone else i feel as if he and i dont exsist anymore,but while im single, i feel as if theres all the time in the world for me and the love of my life to be togeter. should i just use the one i like to get the one i love jelous? No, just the mear thought of hurting Tom is enough to break my own heart, i never wanna hurt him,he's never hurt me before and i don't think he'll ever.
i shall try my best with my new relationship,do what i can because, i think i really believe that what Tom and I will be are just friends. true love can't be found where it doesn't exist,It also can't be hidden where it does exist...but who ever said what trevor and i had togeter was true love?
-GENESISBITCHHXOXO!

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