HE'D BE THE ONE FOR ME.

Because its his shirt i sleep in at night. it's his face i dream of all day. its his touch im eager for. it's his voice that takes my breath away. its his smile that lets me know everything's okay. It's him whom i miss when i haven't seen or heard from for more than a day.It's him that i want to be with forever and always, but i know we'll never be because you are with me. when you talk to me, i'll pretend it's him instead. when we kiss, it's his lips i taste,and when i open my eyes, i wish it was him standing before my face. when we touch, its not the same feeling he gives me...because it isnt him, its you, even though him and i were ment to be. -GENESISBITCHXOXO!!!

LOVE IS BLIND.

LOVE IS BLIND BECAUSE...

we come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to love an imperfect person perfectly. you love them because of who they are not what they are and you don't love someone because they are beautiful, but their beautiful because you love them.

getting what you want,when you've already got. P.T.2

Maybe im having second thoughts about him.
I think that maybe if i created fake names for the people in this true blog it would be easier to follow. so my true loves name would be TOM and the guy who i just like and have seconde thoughts over him, his name will be TREVOR.
I really should've took the time and waited for Tom (the one im really in love with)
i shouldn't have moved too fast into a relation ship with someone that i only like(Trevor). i just feel like breaking up with him and go running back to Tom.I can only picture myself with him not with anyone else. He's been my best friend for along time,even thought he knows how much i like him we will always be friends,but when im with someone else i feel as if he and i dont exsist anymore,but while im single, i feel as if theres all the time in the world for me and the love of my life to be togeter. should i just use the one i like to get the one i love jelous? No, just the mear thought of hurting Tom is enough to break my own heart, i never wanna hurt him,he's never hurt me before and i don't think he'll ever.
i shall try my best with my new relationship,do what i can because, i think i really believe that what Tom and I will be are just friends. true love can't be found where it doesn't exist,It also can't be hidden where it does exist...but who ever said what trevor and i had togeter was true love?
-GENESISBITCHHXOXO!

head over heals.

Theres a fine line between your crush and your love...
He's my Love.

I would always love him, it didn't matter to me whether if he knew i liked him or not. In my own little world, we were married to eachother.
i guess im deeply in love with him.. the things i would do and sumtimes still will.
i would always day dream about him,i would also pretend he was with me and talk to him,even though there was no one at all. when i'd come home i would run to the computer, hoping to get a message from him confessing his love to me. if i could , i'd match up everything thats perfect about him with a star in the sky,but then i'd run out of starss.
he's just that kind of guy that is able to make me smile,even while i have tears in my eyes, he the kind of guy who could slit my throat and with my last breath, i would apologize for getting blood on his shirt, he's also the reason why i look foward to school cause i know just seeing him smile is worth it all and when he says hi to me or smiles my way, i get the best feeling because i know for atleast a seconde i had crossed his mind. what all this means is that i love him no matter what. i always wonder.."shuld i smile because your my friend,or shuld i cry because thats all we'll ever be?" but then again, what ever we are...its alright with me because it's better than him and i being nothing at all. he'd be the one fer me.
-GENESISBITCHHXOXO!!!

getting what you want,when you've already got.P.T.1

Life's not fair.
you love someone,for a very long time, and they know you like them. You know you can never have them, so you date someone else,even as you carry the fellings you have for that one person still. The only problem is, the one you've always loved doesn't know your now dating someone else and now starts to feel for you. You want so badly to go back to them but you dont want to hurt the one you are now with.You know ur sappose to go for that one,so you should leave. Never leave the one you love for the person you like, because the person you like will leave you for the person they love. Give it time and eventually that one will start to like you and exspress the same emotions that you have for them. -GENESISBITCH!!!

THERE WILL ALWAYS BE THAT 0NE U L0VE

No,thier just the guys i like, but HES the one i love. ♥

theres always that one person that you'll love no matter what, they might like you or even love you back, and u may not know it. maybe u do know it and they know it too, but u cant date them because it will ruine everything u guys once had. so,your gonna go for someone else. you cant wait all your life for them so u move on, but u'll always have that feeling for them and no matter what, you'll always love them, no matter who ur with. i know what its like, and its not fun.

_GENESISBITCHH!

its the saddest thing when the one you love only wants to hurt you.

July 3, 2009 - Friday

I STILL LOVE U AND I WILL NEVER FORGET U
when i think about u and our past togeter, the good times we had shared in your car, i catch myself smiling. i whipe the smile off my face cause i know i shouldn't be thinking about you anymore and i should just forget about you. everytime i think about the first time we had kissed and how you licked your lips before your lips had met mine, my eyes fall shut so i can enjoy the memory more. the way your lips felt and tasted, so soft and so sweet. i open my eyes cause i know i shouldn't be fantisizing about you, but i can't forget about you and im always thinking of you. i can remeber the way you smelled and the way u touched me. i remeber the conversations we had soo well, almost as if we just spoke of them a second ago. somtimes i wish i could go back into the past and change the things i had said and make them better, the one thing i wish i could change the most is the lie i had told you. everytime i think about how you and i went wrong, i feel my throught start to swell up and my heart starts to beat slower and my vision starts to become blurry from my tears. i never wanted us to end. it's just so amazing how i fell so deeply in love with u so hard and so fast and then we broke up because of a stupid reason before we could've become anything so strong. im even crying as im typing this, but we all know that you are too good for my tears and its so surprising how i ever got so far with a guy like you.